_{and the rpers never get on either so thanks <333} 

_{but quite honestly i dont know why you’re sending me this message, because half - no ninety percent - of the roleplays nowadays are unsuccessful. liv and i put so much effort before opening, we made sure we had things ready so opening could be smooth as possible, and it just didn’t work. it really didn’t. i thought we had it down, i thought we could break the horrible record that the rp community is currently yielding, but somethings changed and i dont know what it was, but honestly my “bad adminning” is not at fault. i went online every day, every second i had after we had opening, i was constantly answering questions and writing up prompts, i was barely offline and i tried my best to keep up with everything. we accepted with no delay despite the fact that my family was planning on going out half an hour after our decided acceptance time, and you know how delayed acceptances can be. but we did it anyways, and i stayed up until two reading applications the night before just to make sure i had names to give liv just in case i had to leave the morning after without the chance to discuss with her. “you never go on hispters lol” well i’d don’t have all the time in the world, and it’s a bit discouraging when hardly any of the roleplayers get on either? and quite honestly i dont understand why you decided to single me out, there are so many roleplays out there that have just faded out, and i tried my very hardest when the roleplay started to dwindle two or three days after acceptance, and we’ve kept it relatively alive until today. “you’re a bad admin” laughs who are you comparing me to? i dedicated so much time to this and if the roleplay community just can’t keep something active anymore, i might as well stop adminning or joining rps, huh? but honestly, if you think this message has made me feel guilty about being a “bad admin”, it really hasn’t, because i believe liv and i did all we could to keep it active and no one wants to log into a roleplay and see that all their hard work has come to two new posts on the dashboard. and i might be unintentionally indirecting some people in this, but whatever i’m just angry not unhappy. but this is the first roleplay that ive admined in lets see, a year? i spent three months working on it and we spent more than twelve hours reading apps trying to pick the best members, and i hardly think the time and effort i spent on this roleplay can be labelled as bad admining. first roleplay in a year, alright? and now that i know that i’m just setting myself up for failure, it’s probably the last one too, lol. at least i dont make ten roleplays even though not a single one succeeds, without changing anything to try and improve each time? go take your attitude somewhere else, because im honestly not interested in what kind of admin you think i am, because being an admin is no longer an interest of mine.}